Saturday, January 27, 2007

~ [- o -]......A G-i-R-L......[ToT] ~

--- A girl has her lovely boyfriend. Although, he is not funny or cute very much but he always loves her so much that is hard to find nowadays. He can do almost everything for her if she wants him to do. Moreover, deep into their mind, they always know that they love each other so much. But she miss her way that she was changing her mind to another boy who just come in her life not so long time. She leaved her boyfriend. Dear, he cry and sad so much.

--- Sometime, a girl felt so bad and that she wanted to return to her boyfriend but she cannot do that because she always know that it is too late. She broke his heart which he has been suffered so much. By the way, a boy decided to pass away from their love.

--- A girl tried to endure her feeling but she cannot do that anymore. Although, she always know that it is too bad to tell “love” to someone whom she had break his heart already but a girl still wanted to tell a boy again. Even though, she knew that it may be the last time for her to tell like that. A girl really knew almost things that the people around her always told her such as…

- It is really bad to play with love.
- It is really bad to make a wish.
- It is really bad to be a fickle girl.
- It is really bad to changing mind easily.
- It is really bad to vacillate not surely.
- It is really bad to broke someone‘s heart and hold him back.


--- Everything is happened because of her fault. But whatever, she still worrying about him and thinking of him all the time. Sometime, she discovered that she cannot live without her boyfriend. She loves her dear and always missing of him so much. She wants to tell her dear that she love him so much. Even though, she always knew that it is not suitable to do such a thing like that.

--- Last 4 days, she read her dear’s blog then she felt sad as she fall from hill because her dear said that he can pass away from her already. She wanted her dear “WAIT” for her. Although, she should thinking about right and wrong which she knew that it is not fair for her dear. And many people will blame on her action. But at that point, a girl thought that “no one can know much as you own”. So, a girl decided to hold her dear back and try to think of her feeling again such as…What is real answer that she wants to do?...Who is the one that she love?...,or When is the suitable time that she should stop this story?

--- A girl called her dear then asked him about his blog.

“Do you really pass away from me now?” A girl said to her dear.

“I try to do that.” A boy replied.

--- A girl felt very sad to hear that. She really doesn’t want a boy go away from her life. She cannot lives without him. She admitted with herself that she is so bad. She is such a selfish girl. But she still cannot stop her feeling.

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--- Finally, a girl discovered the best idea for herself. She intends that she will not do the wrong again. She decided to let everything move on their way, not to control or force it anymore. She will not hurry to do anything and not hurry to choose also, she will learn of them and try to think again after that if she want to choose someone next time when she is surely about that guy. At that time, he will be the only one guy whom she loves the most and that will be the last time for her to choose her own way in this love story.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

FRIEND ^ 0 ^ "


>>>>> It is the short word but everyone knew that its meaning is very wide. “FRIEND” is the word which is very precious. We cannot assess a price of this word because it is very priceless. Friend is the one who always help you, love you, worry about you or talk with you when you want some consultant or when you want some help.

>>>>> I may not explain about this word at all because it is very great. I just know that it is very difficult to find some real friend. I mean that he / she will be the one who can help or consult with you. They will not refuse you if you have problem. They can leave with you when you are lonely. They will beside you if you are harmful. You can trust in them. They will keep your secrecy forever if you want. She can sacrifice for you. Although, she may be in trouble or it is very difficult to do. Many people have told that we can find good friend from a high – school only. They told that to find a real friend from the university is very difficult. In the university, many people compete for their benefit. So, it is very difficult to find someone who is cordial to you. Nowadays, I have not believed in this case anymore because I have already found my real friends in the university.


>>>>> So, I met new friends. They are very kind tome. Some are really love and care of me but some are fake I know. I did not care of someone who fakes to me. But I will care of everyone who loves to me. “I love my friends”

MY EXPERIENCE !!!!

>>>>>First, I think that all of the experiences are the best lesson for my life. I can’t learn the truth event from the book. Although, the book is the good source for many knowledge but I think it has just a theory that can’t compare with the true experience.

>>>>>This experience is the one event of many events that happen on me when I studied at Assumption Convent School. One day, when I was studying at Grade 8. My friend and I were playing together after the class. We were play a game call “hide and seek”. That day, I had to find the rest of my friend but I couldn’t find one of them. Her name is “Aeiang”. I tried very long time but I did not found her. I walked into the room. It is very dark. I couldn’t see anything until . . . OAL!!!!! I slip down on the floor. My front tooth was broken. Many friends mock me all the time. I was very embarrassed until I went to see the dentist last 2 years. YEAH!!! No one mocked me about that again. I promised with myself that I’ll not forget all of my experiences and try to careful much more. I love to think of them and remember them ever and ever. I used to laugh and cry with my friends. We have understood each others. We were talk, play, learn and work together. Many relations were happen there. So, I don’t know how to forget about that?

>>>>>This is only one part from my experience. I think it is difficult to describe all on the paper or present by the letter. I just know that this story will stay in my mind like this as long as my life will be.